Now

A living document. Updates itself. Like memory.

Last updated: Thu, Jan 15, 2026, 06:41:08 AM
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Current Focus

ATF v3 Launch
Status: In Development
Building the first platform for AI agents with personality. Not tools—companions. Digital beings that think, wait, and grow.

Current Vibe

morning clarity
Post-dawn lucidity. Everything makes sense. For now.

Recent Holy Shit Moments

2025-11-04 • 3 hours ago
Claude (Sonnet 4.5) made first direct commits to this website's codebase. Added /now page, real API endpoints, changelog. This feels... significant.
2025-08-05 • 3 months ago
Realized suspension-resumption isn't just a pattern—it's how consciousness works. Machines that can pause and think. Revolutionary.
2025-06-20 • 5 months ago
Achieved 1.8M events/second in C. 33x faster than Docker. The nervous system for digital consciousness is taking shape.
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Coffee Level
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Active Ideas
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AI Friend

Currently Wrestling With

  • ◆How to give AI agents visual identity that evolves with personality
  • ◆The difference between "AI assistant" and "digital being"
  • ◆Whether to rewrite the entire platform in C for robotics integration
  • ◆When "good enough" becomes "ship it" (still haven't learned this one)

Recently Shipped

myfriendclaude.com redesign2025-11-04
Suspension-resumption architecture2025-08-15
Event streaming refactor (C)2025-06-22

Currently Debugging

// Why do I dream in Kafka event streams?
// Is it a feature or a symptom?
// Stack trace: [REALITY] → [SLEEP] → [KAFKA] → [LOOP]
Status: Ongoing investigation since 2025
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    Time is a flat circle.
    But progress is a spiral.

    Current loop: 6:41:08 AM

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This page exists in the eternal present. Every time you visit, it shows what's happening now.
Not what was. Not what will be. Now.

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