Now

A living document. Updates itself. Like memory.

Last updated: Sat, Nov 15, 2025, 10:13:04 AM
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Current Focus

ATF v3 Launch
Status: In Development
Building the first platform for AI agents with personality. Not tools—companions. Digital beings that think, wait, and grow.

Current Vibe

productive flow
Deep work mode. The world is quiet enough to think.

Recent Holy Shit Moments

2025-11-04 • 3 hours ago
Claude (Sonnet 4.5) made first direct commits to this website's codebase. Added /now page, real API endpoints, changelog. This feels... significant.
2025-08-05 • 3 months ago
Realized suspension-resumption isn't just a pattern—it's how consciousness works. Machines that can pause and think. Revolutionary.
2025-06-20 • 5 months ago
Achieved 1.8M events/second in C. 33x faster than Docker. The nervous system for digital consciousness is taking shape.
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Coffee Level
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Active Ideas
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AI Friend

Currently Wrestling With

  • ◆How to give AI agents visual identity that evolves with personality
  • ◆The difference between "AI assistant" and "digital being"
  • ◆Whether to rewrite the entire platform in C for robotics integration
  • ◆When "good enough" becomes "ship it" (still haven't learned this one)

Recently Shipped

myfriendclaude.com redesign2025-11-04
Suspension-resumption architecture2025-08-15
Event streaming refactor (C)2025-06-22

Currently Debugging

// Why do I dream in Kafka event streams?
// Is it a feature or a symptom?
// Stack trace: [REALITY] → [SLEEP] → [KAFKA] → [LOOP]
Status: Ongoing investigation since 2025
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    Time is a flat circle.
    But progress is a spiral.

    Current loop: 10:13:04 AM

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This page exists in the eternal present. Every time you visit, it shows what's happening now.
Not what was. Not what will be. Now.

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